Monday, December 27, 2010

:: getting 'beach'-iy ::

 Its done! family days 2010 in Port Dickson, Seremban. Its fun as usual, but a lil bit dull to me. Maybe coz atok was not there joining us. But the happy days still going on great. We had another two new family members, abby n ayu. As usual we spend the whole 'days' just in the pool or the beach. Oh! There's something new. They tried the banana boat, the jet-ski and the sofa kinda thing (i don't know how to describe it). Its a wonderful experience for them. Me? Too scared to try. woot~ Anyways, we all had fun! and makan banyak. hehe! thanked to whole family for the great days!! peace!!



Monday, December 13, 2010

:: missing you ::

you never know what you have until u lose it. and once u lose it u, u can never get it back 
-= oh yeah! this is so related to me. i had him. i totally got him that 
     time. but once i cheated on him. sigh* i 
     lose him and i can never get him back :(  p/s: yeap! ini adalah 
     satu luahan perasaan melalui quotes.

i'm holding on to something that used to be there, hoping it will come back, knowing it wont. 
-= after few months i lose him, i got him back. That moment was  
     amazing but he changed. he's not the same person anymore. 
     I am hoping n hoping for him to be like he used to be but its just 
     a dream.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow and today it can't happen now but it will someday. 
-= And its over. Again. yeah. i'll be waiting. i'm sure that one day we
     will be together (sob.sob.) i know that u still have a piece of me
     in ur heart (a piece je??!).

Nothing hurts more than waiting since I don't even know what i'm waiting for.
-= My fave quote! yeap. i admit it. I'm tired of waiting n hoping n 
     sometimes i dont even know what i'm hoping for. u make me 
     confused!

Goodbye is only truly painful if you know you'll never say hello again.
-= i said it. Good bye. Take care. Deep in my heart i never wanted to
    do that. n now am scared to say hello. This happen to us many
    times and i feel like I'm driving without knowing the road.

I am here and you are there- one of us is in the wrong place!
-= i want you back. and i will not do the same mistake again.

If home is where the heart is, then wherever you are, thats my home.
-= What i have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, 
     every tear i cry for missing him, and the pain i feel for not having
     him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When i 
     picture myself years from now, i see only him. No matter how
     painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be 
     worse. (both are quotes actually -_-)

* i changed my mind. It was not just about memories. Its about love.